Bridesmaids

I recently watched this movie. I was so happy it was still out! I went to watch Harry Potter but it was only the second day since the release date so of course the tickets will be sold out. This movie was hilarious but it also hit a soft spot in my heart. I feel like the main character Annie and I have a lot in common when it comes to luck. Annie faces one disastrous thing after another. It made me realize that I can't take things so seriously in life or I'll just be stuck in a world full of frowns. 


I make mistakes...A LOT of stupid mistakes. If I trip and fall on my face, which has happened, I can't sit there and sulk and just rewind that event in my head constantly. I need to laugh at it because it happened, it's over with and there's nothing you can do but move on. It's better to laugh at yourself when things don't go right because nothing in life is smooth sailing. SHIT HAPPENS. :) 


When life throws you lemons, make lemonade. 


Jookie

Summer

I can't believe how fast time is going by. It's already July and I feel like this year has just begun. A lot has happened and a lot has changed. To be quite honest, this year has been a complete disaster. I'm a true believer that everything in life happens for a reason. You may not always get the answers as to why it happens but you live and you learn.

I made this blog for me to write about things that make me happy in life...just to look back and read when I feel sad. I wish I could say I'm at a point in my life where I'm completely at bliss and happy but so much has changed these past few months that I know it's going to take me a long time before I find some peace. Right now, I need to be selfish and focus on myself. For the past three years my focus has been elsewhere and I think this is a chance for me to work on getting myself back on track.

My cousin YJ has been so supportive and patient with me. Everyone grieves and deals with heartbreaking situations differently. I become very closed up. I don't like dropping my mess onto friends or family members because I feel like such a burden on them. I like to figure things out on my own which is not a bad thing...but it's not a good thing either. YJ is my sister from another mister so if I'm hurting...she knows instantly just by looking at my face. She has helped me tremendously and I'd probably be glued to my bed crying if it wasn't for her. :)

I'm not sure how things are going to pan out but I'm ready for some change in my life. Everyone deserves to be happy and that's all I want in life-- happiness and laughter. :)

Jookie