Excited

September is already coming to an end! These past few months have been a whirlwind and I don't even remember half the things I've done. I'm so excited for what's to come. I've met so many wonderful people at work and I wonder where these people have been all my life! They're so fun and so sweet!

First off, my friend is expecting twins and when I was feeling her baby bump I just got so overwhelmed with joy. She was my go to party girl but now she's married and with baby on the way. EEK!!! How things have changed! I'm still processing this... I still don't believe that she's pregnant! She lives in Brooklyn but when the babies pop out she's going to stay at her parents house for 3 months and that's only 15 minutes away from me! =) I can't wait for that! They're due in December so I'll be over there babysitting whenever I can! Yay!

October and the fright fest hay rides...not looking forward to that but it may be fun! There's maybe 10 birthdays this month...ugh! haha I can't wait to go to the broadway shows in New York as well! I get a discount from work so I can't wait...the only problem is I don't know which shows to watch first! =) OHHH and the baby shower! I'm so excited!! =)

Then I'm looking forward to the Holiday Christmas Party my company throws in Atlantic City every year! =) I already have a few dates with people from work to do a shot with. ;) I'm definitely going to get glamoured up for that day and I can't wait! I've been working on my fitness! haha! Gotta look chic =)

Then next year when things get settled, I'm going to VEGAS!!! I've been wanting to go there for such a long time but I'm finally going! I can't wait! My dream is to go eat at In-N-Out Burger so I'm so excited! It's going to be an epic moment in my life. HAHA...nom nom^@^ I love burgers!!!

Okay...I'm done. A lot happened but I'm too lazy to update. My new high score on Line Birds is 2748. This game is so addicting. I can't get to 3000!!!!

I hate guys who say, "That's what she said." Why?? You sound like a dumb ass. Example:

Me: "Omg it's so big!" (in reference to a potatoe)
Guy: "That's what she said."

UMM... No. Not only do you sound like a dirty scumbag... This phrase is so overused... By little adolescent boys. You sound like some corny loser if you're a grown man. Only Michael Scott from The Office can get away with it. :) On a lighter note... my new highest score on Line Birds is 1757. Still not high enough!!

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Line birds

942. That's my high score on Line Birds!!! I'm obsessed but I suck at it. =(

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Pork tongue? I turned green when I saw this up close and personal. You could see the taste buds. Ugh I'm not sure how anyone could find this yummy.



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CHOP CHOP

I did it! I chopped off my long locks today. It's a bit of a shock and I'm still trying to soak it in but I feel free. :) I'm donating 10 inches of my hair and I'm going to miss it. My hair grows pretty fast so it's not that bad. This is the shortest my hair has been in a long time. I feel different. I feel good. I'm diggin it. ;)

Bridesmaids

I recently watched this movie. I was so happy it was still out! I went to watch Harry Potter but it was only the second day since the release date so of course the tickets will be sold out. This movie was hilarious but it also hit a soft spot in my heart. I feel like the main character Annie and I have a lot in common when it comes to luck. Annie faces one disastrous thing after another. It made me realize that I can't take things so seriously in life or I'll just be stuck in a world full of frowns. 


I make mistakes...A LOT of stupid mistakes. If I trip and fall on my face, which has happened, I can't sit there and sulk and just rewind that event in my head constantly. I need to laugh at it because it happened, it's over with and there's nothing you can do but move on. It's better to laugh at yourself when things don't go right because nothing in life is smooth sailing. SHIT HAPPENS. :) 


When life throws you lemons, make lemonade. 


Jookie

Summer

I can't believe how fast time is going by. It's already July and I feel like this year has just begun. A lot has happened and a lot has changed. To be quite honest, this year has been a complete disaster. I'm a true believer that everything in life happens for a reason. You may not always get the answers as to why it happens but you live and you learn.

I made this blog for me to write about things that make me happy in life...just to look back and read when I feel sad. I wish I could say I'm at a point in my life where I'm completely at bliss and happy but so much has changed these past few months that I know it's going to take me a long time before I find some peace. Right now, I need to be selfish and focus on myself. For the past three years my focus has been elsewhere and I think this is a chance for me to work on getting myself back on track.

My cousin YJ has been so supportive and patient with me. Everyone grieves and deals with heartbreaking situations differently. I become very closed up. I don't like dropping my mess onto friends or family members because I feel like such a burden on them. I like to figure things out on my own which is not a bad thing...but it's not a good thing either. YJ is my sister from another mister so if I'm hurting...she knows instantly just by looking at my face. She has helped me tremendously and I'd probably be glued to my bed crying if it wasn't for her. :)

I'm not sure how things are going to pan out but I'm ready for some change in my life. Everyone deserves to be happy and that's all I want in life-- happiness and laughter. :)

Jookie